
Dearest Milan
i don't know what my future holds,
but i really hope you're there.
"Crush"
i wanna fuck your love slow, catch my heart, go swim, feel your lips crush, hold you here my loveliest friend.
"It's You"
i know i'm not the best at choosing lovers, we both know my past speaks for itself, if you don't think that we're right for each other, then please don't let history repeat itself.
"Forever And Ever
And Always"
i wanna be with you for the rest of my days, i promise I'll love you forever and ever and always.
"Crush"

Hi, Lanlan....i always think about how your expression when one day you finally read this. starting from a light conversation about tanghulu and toothache, you made me attracted to you. not sure at what point i realized my feelings were getting deeper, just by getting to know you more, you made me fall for your charms"i think i have a crush on you."i think of you as a cheerful lady who has a positive vibe. i smile a little more when you're around and i think that's what made me realize i'm in love with you. that without even trying you made my life better. you're the light finally leading me homewe have so much in common makes me think i found myself in you and that makes me happyyou're so attractive, i want to always be by your side. Jesus, i want her.
"It's You"

Baby bear,do you still remember when you finally found out that i like you? you asked me some questions and i answered them honestly. i thought of the worst when i decided to be honest but i don't regret it at all. i got a good response from you and you allowed me to get closer to you, don't ask again OBVIOUSLY i'm so happy. since then we've become closer and talked about our pastagain and again, we find similarities where our past is so bad and we are both trying to heal from that scars. we are both scared that our past will repeat itself, but putting our trust in one another makes us believe that we're meant to be togetherAli Gatie was right, "it's you, it's always you, if i'm ever gonna fall in love, iknow it's gon' be you. it's you, it's always you, met a lot of people, but nobody feels like you"we decided to stay like this and give the scars time to heal. we really did it until i feel almost crazy because i don't have enough patience, i want to make you mine right nowBabe, do you know? you've mastered my mind and controlled my eyes so that i can only focus on youi don't want anyone but you.
"Forever And Ever
And Always"

if you see this, it's a sign that we've arrived at the day when we can finally be officially together. you know i've been waiting for this, counting the days till i'm going crazy
but, here it is...i want to tell you that i love you, i really mean it. as far as we go together i'm sure you can feel how deep this feeling is. i want to always be with you, through my beautiful days with you, joking and laughing with you, telling many things with youi want to be the first person you remember when you wake up and the last person you see before you go to bed. i want to be your protector, the person you are always looking for, i want to be a comfortable home for you, we can cherish our time together. for a long time, i want you to always be with me, i want you to be completely minedon't waste any more time baby,
be my girlfriend, please?


